Wednesday, 30 January 2008

Moving Closer to Now

An interesting time I'm having of late. I feel somehow that I'm between states, between chapters... Some new mission, some new adventure, some new purpose is about to become my now.

I've learned so much and changed so much over the past 18 months.
Spiritually I have moved closer to consciousness, closer to, I believe, Truth. This has had a big impact on my reasoning, my motivations, my reality.
I still have a very long way to go before living in the 'present moment' becomes my default mode but I'm getting much closer to that mode than I'd imagined was even possible a few months ago.
Anyway, the point of this is to explain that because so much has already changed in my life, in myself, a lot more surely must change as a result.
My reasoning has changed, my reality has shifted, therefore my life must shift accordingly.
I'm asking that Grace be my guide, that my forward motion, my momentum, be directed by Love.

Though I don't know what the future holds, I'm sure it will be perfect for me.

I will return one day to write of tinnitus and of conversations with God.


Thursday, 17 January 2008

Meandering Mind.

Welcome to the peaceful meanderings of my own personal emptiness... Of course, I mean empty in the Taoist/Buddhist sense. Though I'm not a Buddhist, or any other kind of 'ist for that matter, nor am I an 'ian or an 'ish or an 'ic.
I am a seeker. A journeyer on the road of life. I seek my own inner truth, and have discovered that it is the same as yours. I seek my own truth, and have discovered that it is a universal Truth.
Within these pages I will share my journey, my thoughts, my readings, my prayers and meditations. And as the Peace, the Love, the God, the Truth.... which I have discovered within myself becomes more and more an everyday part of my consciousness, I will share that too.
And I will share stories of me and my love, my honey.
And recipes too!
And my efforts, my trials and errors in self sufficiency in the city - not too easy with nowhere to grow stuff, let me tell you! lol
And I will share stories of my family... My antics in the kitchen with my sisters children.
And everything else which means Love to me.

Until next time, Peace