Wednesday, 30 January 2008

Moving Closer to Now

An interesting time I'm having of late. I feel somehow that I'm between states, between chapters... Some new mission, some new adventure, some new purpose is about to become my now.

I've learned so much and changed so much over the past 18 months.
Spiritually I have moved closer to consciousness, closer to, I believe, Truth. This has had a big impact on my reasoning, my motivations, my reality.
I still have a very long way to go before living in the 'present moment' becomes my default mode but I'm getting much closer to that mode than I'd imagined was even possible a few months ago.
Anyway, the point of this is to explain that because so much has already changed in my life, in myself, a lot more surely must change as a result.
My reasoning has changed, my reality has shifted, therefore my life must shift accordingly.
I'm asking that Grace be my guide, that my forward motion, my momentum, be directed by Love.

Though I don't know what the future holds, I'm sure it will be perfect for me.

I will return one day to write of tinnitus and of conversations with God.


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